Took me 23 years, despite all the obstacles that got in the way, such as the psuedoscience many believe because they're gullible enough, called Astrology, to finally find my true calling.
I'll be 24 in August and that's the month of the Leo. Now I used to study astrology because I didn't have the mental capacity or the emotional awareness of other people and why they behaved the way they did. So I went with the occult forces of the constellations and how they supposedly affect us and our behaviors. Bad idea, let me tell ya. I got really obsessed with it, it got to the point of "Oh wow Elle is addicted to astrology? Let's stay away from her because she'll judge us based on our signs." I got to the point of being excruciatingly annoying.
So that's done and over with.
Yeah, I went as far as reading shit up on natal charts and synastry and whatnot. And I say it's all a bunch of bullshit if you really spend the time to look into it. Don't know why I studied it at the time, but it just kind of intrigued me. It could be considered a waste of time if the information was misleading or inaccurate and it is, but I still learned false information through it.
So I'm not going to call it a waste of time, just a big mistake. Just a mistake I could have been spending my time on learning how to cook. So after 23 years, I've realized that I need to learn how to cook, because food is the greatest. I also need to become more flexible and more flowy so choreography would be a step up.
Now I am a person of little to no talents. I'm not good at anything. Can't write, (which saddens me) can't sing, can't cook that well, can't dance, can't even fucking walk right, hahah, and yeah... I can draw but my drawings are mediocre. The Mona Lisa is like a superb, out-of-this-world skyscraper compared to my unpleasant drawings. So I kind of quit that. I did draw Angelina Jolie once. I think she's one of the most gorgeous people on the planet if you wanted me to sound like a superficial prick so there you have it.
Excuse me for sounding a little, hmm, I don't know the right word for it, but upfront maybe? No, um, forward perhaps? Crude and disrespectful could be the right words. Not sure. But it was never my intention. Anyways yeah.
In ten years, I want to be able to cook myself and all of my loved ones a hearty, wholesome, gourmet meal, that will be of course, fattening but I can shed it all off by dancing the night away. Great idea right? If you disagree, that's alright. I don't really mind, but it's the best idea this petite, ruined brain of mine can pick up.
Sometimes, you just gotta live with the dummies in this world and that includes me. If you can't deal with it, guess we'll have to categorize between smarties and dummies and dummies live in one section of the world while the smarties live in another. That would be immoral and cruel however. We should all just coexist. People need to quit making fun of the dumb idiots unless their actions and behavior are actually affecting you in a negative manner. Just be nice... Unless the cretins of this world are also cruel, then kill those bastards with your sharp tongue and vicious remarks.
Goddamn I am demanding!
Well yeah.. Goodbye now.
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