Life is complicated...
Mostly because that's how I see it as and in turn, that's how it ends up being. Especially because I lack the strength to overcome such difficult trials and complicated struggles. But that's all deeply-rooted in the mind. Now that may sound a little too complex or it could just go over your head, but what I mean is simple.
My brain won't allow me to gain the strength I need to stand up to all of these adversities. Say for instance, a person pissed me off. Now usually, speaking on behalf of myself here, I would just hold a grudge because my cruel heart says so for a while. Hold resentment for a while and become passive aggressive and then, I end up hurting my closest loved ones until he can't take it no more. (Sorry honey! but you ought to know I love you!!) I take it out on my boyfriend because that's whom I live with. I take it out on people and I shouldn't and it hurts. It's making them suffer and I know it is all my fault! So don't do that guys. Don't be like me. Learn from my mistakes. Don't let your hatred for another person get to you, to the point where you must let it out on others and use them as punching bags. It's no good and very unwise. Trust me on that.
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