Or how others see who I am.
Actually, scratch that. I don't mind if a person sees me as a person completely opposite of who I am. I don't care. Those are the thoughts and the opinions of a stranger, so they ought to not matter, and they don't.
But when it's somebody you love, somebody you care about, somebody you can't imagine living without, somebody who you rely on endlessly because you kinda need them in your life, otherwise what would be the purpose of living, ya know?
As for me, since I daresay I'm not a charlatan even though I am stuck up sometimes and like to call people idiots for clearly being idiots, I shouldn't because I'd end up being a damn right hypocrite. I too am an idiot, so who am I to judge others for their faulty errors?
We all make mistakes, and some of us (me, for example since I declare myself to be a simple-minded individual) don't learn from those mistakes, as many times as they come because we just can't. We don't have the mental capacity to learn from those lessons, so they just end up being mistakes that we get over and over again.
It makes us feel insane, with how repetitive these lessons are and how similar they are to the ones we never learned from. Okay, I'm sorry. I wrote that down and it made no fucking sense to me, so let me reiterate in briefer terms: I am an idiot because I never learn from my mistakes. Hopefully that will make some sort of sense.
I'm sorry, I want to be a writer so bad. Number one job is to write or to cook but I can't cook for my life or I'd burn the house down, and I don't make any fucking sense, so why the fuck do I need to write? Haha. I'm a lost cause when it comes to finding a profession, plus I'm disabled and who the fuck hires disabled people? I don't know...
I never know. I'm an idiot. I'm a millennial fool, who knows nothing about the world or anything inside of it. Wow, I hate myself. I need to fix myself. How the fuck do I grow up? I always thought of myself as a mature teenager back in those years but oh, I was wrong.
I'm not mature. I'm immature. And I hate it. I don't want to be born in this stupid generation of idiots who think they're fucking geniuses and they goddamn should know better, but hey, they don't! They're just ignorant fools and I'm just a stuck up bitch about it.
If you were such a genius, do something about the world then, for crying out loud! Be like Einstein or Tesla! Be on their level of genius. In fact, I doubt geniuses even have social circles and I doubt they even socialize much. Just a little bit. They're most of the time, introverted and don't like to deal with people because people will probably dumb them down and they gotta keep those synapses ready at every waking moment. Can't have another person distract their synapses from functioning correctly.
So, if you're a genius, do something about the world. Change it. Be like that Buzz Aldrin fella, and travel to the moon and I don't know why I added that, sorry, but I think that space travel is going to make your brain function better?? I don't know... Engineering, how to get there, etc. Those types of things you can learn as you head up to the moon and possibly the other planets!?
Don't just say you're a genius, unless you got foolproof evidence to back it up, otherwise you're just a charlatan dear stranger. Just a charlatan, and I can never take a charlatan seriously. And if the whole world were to take you seriously, self-proclaimed genius, the world would soon be doomed.
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