Fatigue

Tiredness. Fatigue is killing me. A woman like me, who essentially looks quite young, not yet in her 20s even though I am, and I have the body of a teenager. Even though those teenager years of mine have been long past. I'm of average or below average intelligence.

Trust me, you would know. Ideas never formulate in this stagnant brain of mine, therefore how else could I be considered smart? Most of the time, I form no patterns and shit like that. I just stick with what's tried and true, because that's how dummies stay alive and survive in this vast, blue planet of a zoo. We're all animals, essentially.

And I'm not a very smart animal. Everything that I do, first time is a failure. Even the second time around, I fail. I have to be consistent and persevere, or will an idiot like me amount to anything? No. Exactly. I'm not very smart and this constant need for energy, for strength, for the power and the will to keep my eyelids open sometimes is draining me!!!!! I can't even read an entire book without falling victim to the lure of slumber. And get this...

I don't even do shit!!! All I so is sit around, play video games, sometimes I walk, when I need to use the bathroom but that's all the exercise that I get! How pathetic is my life!?! I need to do yoga and/or martial arts so that I can regain some energy.

I feel like I'm wasting my life away with this need to constantly sleep at all times all because I get tired from doing absolutely nothing. Wow. I am a straight up bum.