No good will come from me

Except constant bits of complaints and tantrums of misery.

But I must remember, that misery is a tale that shouldn't be told. It shouldn't be shared. It shouldn't be given for someone to hold. It should be tossed aside and forgotten, just like the foul memories that come with it. And the past that haunts its victims. Misery captures every soul.

Otherwise how could we be human? In life, pain and sadness is expected. Tears and tribulation. It would be a lie coming from my mouth if I were to claim that out of the 7 billion people that roam this earth right now, that not one of them feels. Even if you're a psychopath, like  Charles Manson, I'm pretty sure you feel. Even if it's just for a millisecond.

We all feel. We all feel trapped. We have, but once or twice, felt doomed. We have felt vulnerable, and we have misery to thank for that. Because without misery and pain, how else could we feel contentment and pleasure?

Suffice it to say, we have to feel the opposite, in order to feel at all. We have to go through difficulties and sadness in order to be truly happy. But happiness is an easy emotion. Just don't feel any negative thing, hell, don't even know a thing, and then suddenly, out of the blue, you're happy. They do say that ignorance is bliss. But that's not always the case... I believe.

But enough about my thoughts, because they shouldn't influence the impressionable. And besides, there's a reason my thoughts don't make sense. I'm irrational most of the time, so there is no use in arguing with me. Ration over heart and I lean towards the heart. I tend to rely on my feelings and my emotions rather than my thoughts. That's just a glimpse into how irrational I can be.

It's best to never start a verbal conflict with me, because it will lead nowhere but me drowning in my tears. Anyways, that's the point of this entry. Just to change the way I look at things, and my miserable outlook on life. It's high time I changed that. Instead of misery, I should be spreading smiles and happiness and joy. Things that are opposite of what gets me down most of the time. And you should too.

But then again, I'm no guru. And I have no authority over you. Your life, your choices. Just make sure they make you happy and the rest of the people you're involved with.