My brain is fucked up

And it's messing with everything in my life. Turning friendly relationships I used to have into sour, or non-existent relationships.

People are turning back into strangers because of me. I hate the world and I hate how right and truthful it can get most of the time. My brain is fucked up so thanks accident which I don't even recall taking place 5 years ago at that railroad track I used to live by.

And now I don't remember shit, well, I used to not remember shit, but now it's gotten worse. It's an every day cycle. I fucking hate it. Want to die because of it.

It ruins peoples lives. I ruin peoples lives and I don't want to anymore. It just makes me feel very, quite evil.