Hobbies cost money

And I don't have a lot of money.

My income is 890 to 900 dollars a month and then, I've got my boyfriend when I'm running on empty at the end of the month. And it sucks, sucks so much. Well not really.

It doesn't really suck. I'm just a peasant, and everybody else is an aristocrat. So you've got food everyday in your fridge. I just have left overs from the Mexican joint we headed to yesterday, and that's it. And next time somebody claims that they're starving, because there is absolutely nothing to eat. Oh boy, you don't realize how lucky you are and how my respect for you has completely diminished as soon as you said that blatant lie.

You are not starving. You probably have three fridges or something. One in the kitchen, another in the backyard for BBQs perhaps, and one in the garage to store your frozen chunks of meat or whatever you'd like to store in there, so no. You're not starving. You probably just don't know how to cook the wide selection of food that is at your disposal.

Anyways, that's besides the point but not really. I was telling you that story because I'm broke and by the last week of the month, my money's already been spent. Each and every dollar of it. And I hate it so much. I want to live a life like many people out there. Always shopping for groceries. Because that is my therapy. Cooking and eating and enjoying the wonderful aroma of a tasty meal!

But, alas, I cannot do that. And no, fuck no, it is not because I'm poor, it's because I don't have groceries. And this makes me want to become a grower so bad and grow my own garden, make my own food. Help me with my mental health. I don't know. It helps. A lot....

Sad thing is, hobbies cost money. And I personally think that cooking is a hobby and that requires groceries and that shit requires funds and funds are what I lack. So yeah... How sad. And the saddest part is, I'm the only one who knows how to solve my egotistical day-to-day issues, and now I don't make sense. Sorry. Farewell.